Posts

The Story of Mini Beginning

Image
And then she was laying in her bed, alone like she was left in a lone island. The room was filled with vibrating aura of freedom, a beginning. A thin bedsheet spread over the naked floor where she piled all her clothes. She was too tired to mop the floor as it looked clean enough, for her body got weary with the work all day. Somehow, she managed to hang on curtains on the windows but on the one beside her bed, she let it bare.  It was too early to call it a night, somehow, the cold breeze of an early winter forced her soul into the cozy bed. Only thing the room had was a bed and that  big windows near it where she could see the beautiful hills with twinkling light in the distance. Those hills was far yet seemed so near that if she stretched her hand outside, she could feel the velvety green forest. The stars in the sky were perfectly scattered. It would be challenging for new eyes to differentiate the lights between the celestial bodies to the artificial lights brightening hut in the

Bravery and you, no way?

Image
 Hello B-Nerdy Visitors , Hope you are doing great on the other side of screen. It's been quite a while but hey, welcome to the second series of my journey of change. These days are checking my patience and I am awed with myself how I am able to push my limit everyday. If I would ask my younger version if she would believe where I stand today, she would, without any doubt. You know why, because she always believed in herself and carried the audacity to push herself despite the adversity. But here is a fact check though, Never in her wildest dream she would imagine what it takes to be here. Not to mention the sleepless night, hustling between life and her dreams. You know what helped, she planned, envisioned her goals where she need to reach. Yes, friends, I know you can sense a smell of pride and self praise. I always believe there is a silver lining to the self esteem and self confidence. Make sure to put yourself in the brighter side near to that glazing silver lining beyond whic

Can't she have an arbitrary break?

Image
 Hello B-Nerdy Visitors, Sometimes I get disheartened to see a generation being raised with barbaric preaching of patriarchy. If a man in the house feels just to lay around without helping with the chores, it is too normal or if I must say too "feminine" of me to point out. Swap the gender, think of the same situation with a lady not doing the chores just because she won't feel like, "OMG, how can she be so bossy right?" I would not complain at all if it was the point of view of somebody crossing their thirties as the root of patriarchy started to loosen its grip since then. But people in their teens and young adult who still believes that whatever the working condition, by default, chores are for mom and financial stuff for dad, I feel worried for the generation they are supposed to raise. I know you guys must have the most modernized and liberal way of life but do you fall in this category too? Do you get boiled up if something gets misplaced or undone but you

COVID positive story : When all of us tested positive

Image
  Hello B-Nerdy visitors, Little did I know, I would be facing a slight twist in my life. In a span of a week, I felt like I spent a year. Sometimes life hits you really well, hustles your base, reshuffle  your priorities. You learn the worst thing you can imagine for yourself wa s not dreary at all. Y ou are  shown with few glimpses of the worst nightmare that can turn to reality. A single moment that can reorient your entire life and leaves some scars that teach you to cherish what you have . I was taking a mock test online when I got a call from my friend. I was waiting for the report of COVID -19 but with the rush of that mock exam, it had almost slipped out of my mind. I was already on halfway when she said that both of us tested positive. In that fraction of second, I tried to take as normal as I could. I already knew that the test would definitely turn out positive as I had noticed some of the symptoms on my father the earlier day. I hung up on phone and just took a long breath.

How to Time Travel without a machine?

Image
 Hello B-Nerdy Visitors, This is one of the ideas that pop ped  out of blue at midnight while I struggle d  sleeping  one fine night . As I have already mentioned my stagy inherited genes, these random thoughts may not surprise you as well. So I had an idea that maybe I discovered a time travel hack. I quickly turned on my phone and noted it. I have a habit of noting some ideas that come on my mind. They are usually a list of random research or entrepreneurial ideas that comes up on my mind. So this particular is a kinda philosophical hack. This hack won't take you before the human civilization but you will inspect all the evolution of human civilization in one picture. So let me elaborate on my idea that came up in that  drowsy mind .                               Actually that night I was blown off by thoughts of people, how the same thing can be interpreted from a different perspective. With the course of human civilization and modernization, everything should be on its harnesse

Stages of Change : Where do you belong?

Image
Hello B-Nerdy Visitors, Welcome to my little world. Last night as I was savoring the enriched flavor of a chicken dinner, one of us bought an interesting topic on the table. We were so certain of our love with the non-vegetarian product, none of us could possibly imagine being a pure vegetarian. I even had to explain to my family how different types of vegetarians exist. Though I truly appreciate people being one, I can't imagine myself being on the other side. This made me realize I was in the first phase of a cycle. Oh! what cycle; let me explain.  As my theme of the blog is based on #changebeginsfromme, I am really sorry to disappoint you as I am not going to announce myself a pure vegetarian, at least not now.  So let me get back to the scene. I was talking about the cycle. As I wrote about some interesting theories of the human mind on my previous posts , today this post is about Prochaska and Diclementi's cycle. It is an interesting cycle of different stages of change in

A Weird Recurring Dream

Image
Hello B-Nerdy Visitors, Today I want to share with you one of my recurring dream, something too weird to be on my subconscious mind. I am one of those who hasn't seen an ocean and I am yet to take a helicopter ride. Though my existence on this earth would make a silver jubilee by now, I have done next to nothing. Surprisingly, there is this unknown place that constantly appears in my dream, which I don't recall going to. There is always a plane just about to land but still suspended in the air. Sometimes it is a regular airplane, sometimes some helicopter, or some antique aircraft. I am either in it or just over the roof of the house trying to get on it. Most of the time those planes are always in near-crash situations. Thankfully none have crashed yet in my dream. Those dreams are so indelibly vivid. I love the rush in the morning after I get up, be like "Great adventure today!" I do wonder if I was part of a similar situation in my past life or something. I wonder i