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Keeping the hopes up : Pandemic stories

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,It has been months since I stepped out of my house. I see the same faces everyday, follow the same routine. Basically it’s like living in a carbon copy of one very single day. Only thing that changes is the food on my plate and the characters of my dream. Even my social media is showing me the same boring stuff which either I can’t get in my whole life or I would never want in my whole life. Life is not as exhilarating as it used to be. Like in the movies, it seems this cycle of same day recurring is gonna stop when I amend some mistakes in my life I do everyday.Haven’t you seen those kinds of movies? Nowadays the plot in the movies are basically the same, not to some exceptional kind. You watch a trailer and you know what the whole movie is about. You can guess who killed whom. You can guess who is gonna cheat at the end. You can guess whether the hero or the villain dies. So I was talking about the kind of movies where there is some glitch in the matrix and th…

Kakorrhaphiophobia : The fear of failure

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,Kakorrhaphiophobia, the fear of failure. The fear of not being enough. The fear of not being a part of the story. The fear of being a part of the same story. The fear of being a commoner. The fear of not being able to sip the nectar of life being a commoner. The fear of not being loved. The fear of not being accepted. The fear of losing what you have. The fear of being picked by some creepy vultures around. The fear of being drifted apart from your dreams. The fear of having to give up on your morals. The fear of not living in the present. The fear of being away from the one you love. The fear of being unheard. The fear of being misunderstood. The fear of not being able to leave a mark of your existence. The fear of not being able to stand in your own eyes. The fear that makes your feet cold before taking a giant leap of faith. That fear of falling. That fear of failure is what it’s all about.Do you have these fear? Do you fear your failure? Does your fear of fa…

Stop Seeking Inspiration - Drag Yourself

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,
“Your blogs are so regular. I am just curious, Do you enjoy writing?” One of my friend texted randomly.
“Yeah I do,” I replied instantly.
 There were two queries in that question which were not related, at least for me. Well if you got confused, my blog being regular has no relation with my pleasure of writing. I enjoy writing, I enjoy expressing my emotions through words but it does not come to me regularly. If you start seeking for the inspiration every time in order to get a task fulfilled, it will indeed take a really long time. Most of the time you need to push yourself, drag yourself into your work place and just do it. Good or bad, lots or less but it is the discipline you need to inculcate if you believe in something.
You know you need to do something. You also know how those things get done. You know it is not that hard if you get on the track but you still wait for something. Some how such inspirations does not come to us every day. Why do we brush our te…

Social Media Depression : It’s okay to not have it all

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,So let's see what do I have in my bag for this happy Monday Motivation? Oh lots of emojis of like, love and care from Facebook and lots of hearts from Instagram. Mark Zukerberg must get me sued as I am posting anti- social media article promoting through his platform. I would have added “Lol” at the end of this line but I try to sound decent and professional blogger. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, LinkedIn etc must be awarded as it has let us unveil and get acquainted to the personal and professional life of world. With this Pandemic, it has been savior and helped may earn their bread and butter. Facebook and Instagram must have raised engagements like popcorn popping from a machine. Well, this is not a “Don’t use Facebook or Instagram or any Social Media” post. Its about a strange conversation I had with my friend. She let her doubt herself scrolling through the colors of rainbows in Facebook , Instagram, Twitter, LinkedIn and so on. I thought it’s a common …

Night Booze : A story about Instagram Story

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,
Keeping the legacy of my timely post on NerdyBiatch, today I would like to brag a little on my journey to Instagram Story. Bear till the end as you may get your new Instagram story ideas or discover your own #MondayMotivation.  
“Humanity before Everything  - Good night from my part of world”
I typed my first Instagram story. It was an end of pride month and I was laying scrolling lazily through Instagram stories of pride celebrations and updates on BLM movement. One after other alternate posts, there were updates on death tolls of pandemic. As I scrolled further I came across a link of wonderful Youtube video by ParadygmTV interviewing LGBT community of Nepal who dared to come up against all the odds, proudly accepting themselves. This post is not focused on LGBT community particularly, well I am no one to project a hypothetical journey they might have lived. I haven’t faced the turmoils they had to, just because of how they were born. I got thrilled with the idea…

That Stroke of an Art

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,

My fingers tracks a different speed when it is about writing inspiring short stories. If you are one of the regular visitors of Nerdy Biatch, you must have read some of my other pieces. This one is different yet one of inspiring short stories with moral I must say. Well, you read and judge. Nerdy Biatch is all yours.
Taste this tiny piece of a cake I am learning to bake.
"Who is your favorite singer?" Anna texted me.
Before my mind decided a particular face, I began hitting the screen with some names. As fast as I could type, I had a handful names on my fingers. As if these fingers had their own brain because my mind was surprisingly blank. Were those my favorite artist? Well, I am not so sure. I don't love every song on their album. I just savor a few. If I think of a particular song, I even don't love all of it. It's a part of it that so perfectly blends with my emotions. Does this happen to you too? You can't get over it, it's …

Who may have Won?

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Hello B Nerdy visitors,



As he enters the ring, a wave of "Boo" echoes from the crowd.
A lean lad going on a ring against a big fat sumo, well this doesn't happen daily inside a ring. Well outside a ring, no one has ever figured out who is the lean lad or the big fatsumo. This sumo has been nourishing and preparing all his life for similar fights. No one objects a chance of sumo winning over this lean guy. Nevertheless, the lean guy has to do this. He has always waddled back his home with blue hues over his eyes. The sumo has always returned with all the cash and some proud bruises. But this is the chance for this thin guy. This maynot be the only chanceas every matchhe wrestled had "the only" tag, yet he could never win over. People in the crowd are hovering around like giant vultures. Their wrestle has nothing to do with them but somehow a sight of escalating tension and some powerful wallops gives them the thrill. The bidon the wrestlers is the accolade to the …

Don't Blame - How to cope with quarantine

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Hello B-Nerdy Visitors,
At this place, where people are shouting everywhere, where all the voices screams to be heard, where all the opinions are dignified, some of us lay alone. Every action screams to get noticed, the heinous urge of getting acclaimed, being heard is inexplicable. As the day passes, no one is as concerned with the pandemic as they were earlier. Pandemic have encarved a way into our life. The new normal is not so abnormal. Had this virus been never emerge, we would still be trailing the same lane. All the difference it bought is a common blame to put on. In this chaos, we learn our own way how cope up with quarantine.
A common blame which we allude into a virus. People define the purpose of life to be happy and content, being surrounded by the loved ones. Locking down in house with no jobs to be done, this period evince there is a whole lot more beyond "eat, pray and love". Few months back, we craved for this. We craved for a time off, we thought we would …

A secret deal

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The phone rings. Briskly she puts her hand in pocket. "A private number" she stares at her friends who were sitting around her.

"Hello, I can arrange the thing you want. I need to make some arrangements," an unknown voice said. "Okay! Okay! I am ready to give you anything but make sure it'll be in my hands by today" she said. "But what is your name?"
"You don't need to know that. Just know, I am a dealer."


The phone hangs up. She is excited but still worried that others will snatch it away from her for it has become so precious for her lately. The other three ladies lighten up  creases on their forehead. "So are we finally getting it? We still need to remain cautious. Nothing is sure till its on our hands", suggested a cunny chubby one.
"But we need to start making  arrangements from now. Everything will be worth it once we get that bloody thing", she said being quite worried.
"Why didn't you even ask hi…